My surgery is over with and it went like I expected, I squalled just like a little baby, that crap hurt. He said it was an outpatient surgery, he lied, I wanted to stay like a month. He did say he was confident that he got all the cancer but will not know for sure until my first cat scan in 2 weeks.

Surgery in the morning at 6am, I am not looking forward to it, but anxious to get it over with.

Went dove hunting yesterday and got a limit, first time I have done that in probably 25 years.

Another day has past and my mind is running wild. Had to go give blood today in preparation of surgery, just makes you think harder about what might be.

Today is this little beauty's birthday, this is Ava Ray and she is 9 years old.

https://picasaweb.google.com/105371292523516003433/AvaRay

Today is the 22nd and my surgery was postponed for another week. My mind is wondering all over the place, and of course, always thinking the worst. I have a very thoughtful christian family and very good friends to be with me during this time.

Well, my journey starts on Tuesday, Sep. 22, 2015. I have a tumor on my kidney and I will have it taken off Tuesday. I don't know what lies ahead, but I will meet it with the Lord.